Friday, March 30, 2018

Sailing On













                

"All my life I have lived in a kind of haste and darkness of desire , ambition , accomplishment. Now the bird is singing , but not anymore of this world. And something inside myself is flutter and leaping , is trying to type it down , in lumped-up language , in outcry , in patience, in music , in a snow-white book."
 - Mary Oliver
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Sailing On

Would any leg of the passage have been different
If the pilgrim sailor was aware of what lie ahead?
Was he immune or ignorant
To the epic canon of a humble ancient troubadour poet?
Did charting a course really matter?
Was not the grand sojourn of Odysseus
Protected by divine interventions?
“Keep your the face turned to the wind”
whispered that constant unknown spirit companion.
“Now is the perpetual baptism.
All life is sacred all ways.”
Consecrated singers and poets
Mystically channel the flow of that same spirit’s voice
Discerning the perfect words and melodies
Nourishing the souls of thirsting pilgrim sailors.
Coincidences are not what they seem.
Even the wild geese know when to get out
And when and how to return home.
That gentle flame within is really a lantern to the truth.
No treasure is hidden,
It has always been right where they said it would be.
Sometimes it takes a little longer for some
To realize that peace is more
than a word or windshield sticker.
“Always afraid of losing sight
That which is great is not.”
The once wanderer sings
“Temporary rainbows only lead to what you got.
Dreams of dreaming, closing your eyes and see the way”
Even the little innocents know when to hold on and let go
Maybe they listen more closely
To that angel, their all-loving lifetime guardian .
The wisdom of old salts about managing storms
Instruct to let go and your vessel will upright herself
Echoes of Isaiah’s words would rain down
Consoling one more time
The pilgrim sailed on.

      - JF Sobecki
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Sail On- Mary Black
 


Sailed my whole life on bloodied seas
Sail on through the storm
Laughed
 in hard times, cried in easy
Taking it all back home
Walked through storms in shadowed valleys
(Sail on etc)
Asking questions that had no answers
(Taking it all etc)
Seen loved ones born, seen loved ones dying
Rocked with laughter, I've shook with crying
Been down and out, been high and mighty
Been a peacemaker, been a fighter
Sail on, Sail on
Sail on
Sail on, Sail on
Only a fool breaks their heart
For what has gone
Known real love and the joy of giving
Saw it die but I kept on living
Lived with love and lived without it
Still believe and I'll never doubt it
Sail on, Sail on
The hour of sorrow is the herald
Of the hope that is the dawn
Sail on, Sail on
Going home to where
I truly do belong
Sail on, Sail on
Don't waste your time in asking
Where the time you spent has gone
Sail on, Sail on
Only a fool breaks their heart
For what has gone

·        
The  Island – Paul Brady


The Island

They say the skies of Lebanon are burning.
Those mighty cedars bleeding in the heat. 
They're showing pictures on the television. 
Women and children dying in the street 
And we're still at it in our own place. 
Still trying to reach the future through the past. 
Still trying to carve tomorrow from a tombstone... 
But Hey! Don't listen to me!.
This wasn't meant to be no sad song. 
We've heard too much of that before. 
Right now I only want to be here with you. 
Till the morning dew comes falling. 
I want to take you to the island. 
And trace your footprints in the sand. 
And in the evening when the sun goes down 
We'll make love to the sound of the ocean 
They're raising banners over by the markets 
Whitewashing slogans on the shipyard walls 
Witchdoctors praying for a mighty showdown 
No way our holy flag is gonna fall 
Up here we sacrifice our children 
To feed the worn-out dreams of yesterday 
And teach them dying will lead us into glory... 
Now I know us plain folks don't see all the story. 
And I know this peace and love's just copping out. 
And I guess these young boys dying in the ditches. 
Is just what being free is all about. 
And how this twisted wreckage down on main street. 
Will bring us all together in the end. 
And we'll go marching down the road to freedom.... 
Freedom

   - P. Brady


For Quinn and Caroline

Speaking with the Angel  - R. Sexsmith



Speaking With the Angel

He don't know how to lie or undermine you
He don't know how to steal
How to deal or deceive
So leave him alone
Set him free
Cause he's speaking with the angel
Speaking with the angel that only he can see
You'd say he's so helpless
But what about you?
You don't pull the string
Don't you know anything?
Leave him alone, let him be
Cause he's speaking with the angel
Speaking with the angel that only he can see 
Would you teach him 'bout heaven?
Would you show him how to love the earth?
Would you poison him with prejudice 
From the moment of his birth?
He in the name of love
He in the blood of lamb
He that never lays blame
He don't even know his name
So leave him alone
Set him free
Cause he's speaking with the angel
Speaking with the angel (the very one)
That spoke to you and me
Oh do you remember?

- R. Sexsmith


10 As the rain and the snow
    come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
    without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish,
    so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
11 so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
    It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
    and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.

 

             - Isaiah 55:10-11 



THE BELL AND THE BLACKBIRD

The sound of a bell
Still reverberating,
or a blackbird calling
from a corner of the field,
asking you to wake
into this life,
or inviting you deeper
into the one that waits.

Either way
takes courage,
either way wants you
to be nothing
but that self that
is no self at all,
wants you to walk
to the place
where you find
you already know
how to give
every last thing
away.

The approach
that is also
the meeting
itself,
without any 
meeting 
at all.

That radiance
you have always 
carried with you
as you walk
both alone
and completely
accompanied
in friendship
by every corner
of the world
crying 
Allelujah.

- David Whyte


Wild Geese – M. Oliver


Wild Geese

You do not have to be good
You do not have to walk on your knee
for a hundred mile through the desert repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair , yours , and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile  the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are , no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting-
over and over announcing your place
In the family of things.

 - Mary Oliver


Just one more song for the road…..


Ain’t No Man – Avett Brothers
 



“One day I will find the right words and they will be simple”
        - Jack Kerouac

“The only truth is music”
       - Jack Kerouac




 

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Thursday, March 1, 2018

Chesapeake Prayer – 70 ( Holy Longing)





I Heard the word
Wonderful Thing!
A children's song
A children's song, have you listened as they play?
Their song is love and the children know the way.
 - Surfs Up , Brian Wilson & Van Dyke Parks


                                        


                                       No Hard Feelings – The Avett Brothers

                            

                                         https://youtu.be/Agc1gc6jqVE



Where Many Rivers Meet

All the water below me came from above
All the clouds living in the mountains
gave it to the rivers
who gave it to the sea, which was their dying.

And so I float on cloud become water,
central sea surrounded by white mountains,
the water salt, once fresh,
cloud fall and stream rush, tree root and tide bank
leading to the rivers' mouths
and the mouths of the rivers sing into the sea,
the stories buried in the mountains
give out into the sea
and the sea remembers
and sings back
from the depths
where nothing is forgotten.
- David Whyte



Chesapeake Prayer - 70

Where did that first drop of rain come from?
What was the source of that wind-
That moved the clouds onward?
Kerouac’s rivers filled rush pointing the way
To that promised ocean of mercy.
Am I Goethe’s butterfly insane for the light?
Wisdom says this light at the end of the tunnel
Grows with each step and passing breath.
It’s glow and warmth has been ever-present.
She also says silence is the mystery that miraculously transforms the composer’s notes into music,
Consoling pilgrims seeking the love and laughter
Recalled in the play of the innocence of children.
Song lyrics and poems shine that same light back
On the great mysteries of the universe,
They are the truthful sanctified gifts of all that is divine.
Calendar days are crossed off as if to indicate
Something purposeful has been completed.
Pure beauty and the peace that encompasses and fills
Every living thing speaks with authority and without words
Of the proper purpose and intention.
No beginning and no end for the forever spark of love 
As she continues to illuminate
And we are reminded of where the true treasure resides
And the teacher’s last instruction to
“Make yourself a light.”

    - JF Sobecki



Faith – David Whyte



Faith

I want to write about faith,
about the way the moon rises
over cold snow, night after night,
faithful even as it fades from fullness,
slowly becoming that last curving and impossible
sliver of light before the final darkness.
But I have no faith myself
I refuse it even the smallest entry.
Let this then, my small poem,
like a new moon, slender and barely open,
be the first prayer that opens me to faith.
- David Whyte


                                                               The Holy Longing
Tell a wise person, or else keep silent,
because the mass man will mock it right away.
I praise what is truly alive,
what longs to be burned to death.

In the calm water of the love-nights,
where you were begotten, where you have begotten,
strange feeling comes over you,
when you see the silent candle burning.

Now you are no longer caught in the obsession with darkness,
and a desire for higher love-making sweeps you upward.

Distance does not make you falter.
Now, arriving in magic, flying,
and finally, insane for the light,
you are the butterfly and you are gone.
And so long as you haven't experienced this: to die and so to grow,
you are only a troubled guest on the dark earth.

 by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Translated from the German by Robert Bly

"I keep traveling around the bend
There was no beginning, there is no end
It wasn't born and never dies
There are no edges, there are no sides
Oh yea, you just don't win
It's so far out - the way out is in..."

 - Any Road , George Harrison


Surfs Up – B. Wilson, Van Dyke Parks



Love is The Answer – T. Rundgren



Hymns to The Silence – Van Morrison



“One day I will find the right words and they will be simple”
        - Jack Kerouac

“The only truth is music”
       - Jack Kerouac



For our children and our grandchildren
 "you got the music in you!"

You Get What you Give – New Radicals




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Wednesday, January 31, 2018

Rotation No.25,550




Great men want the four seas. I’ve only
wanted old age to come unnoticed like
This . My family together in one place,
kids and grandkids looking after each
other still, I linger out mornings over
koto and wine, the wine-jar never dry.
My clothes a shambles, exhausting every
joy, I sleep late now, and nod off early.
Why live like all those fine men, hearts
stuffed with fire and ice to the end,
their hundred-year return to the grave
nothing but an empty path of ambition?

- The Selected Poems of T’ao Ch’ien, translated by David Hinton © 1993.

Old – P. Simon



The Human race walked the earth for 2.7 million
We estimate the universe to be 13-14 billion
When all those numbers tumble into your imagination
Consider that the lord has been here before creation
God is old
We're not old
God is old
He made the mold
Take your clothes off
Adama and Eve
  - Old, P. Simon

"As a white candle in a sacred place, so is the beauty of an aged face." 

      - Joseph Campbell
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Rotation 25,550

That day that was once only realized in dreams
Of poet musings and in the songs of sojourning desperadoes
Had provided evidence of finally being born.
Three score and ten years in the making
That recent almost never-ending cold dark night
Slowly faded into yesterday.
Bright red bead burning sanctified glow
Calmly and deliberately peaked
Over the endless sea’s horizon.
The third rock’s rotation prevailing again.
Picaresque hero shaded that unknown glow from blinding his eyes.
Seeing in the light would need to be relearned.
His voice too yearned to be recovered and heard.
They say that some winters are longer than others.
Some say that wandering forty years in the desert
Before accidentally discovering paradise
Is really no big deal.
Many lost pilgrims never get to reach the River Jordan.
Words of the quiet one repeated
Like the song of a wind chime breaking the silence
By the breath of God.
“The only real purpose is to discover God…
The answer is really how to find peace of mind.
That’s what we are really here for. “
Aging weathered worn wayfaring vessel
From the arduous constant journey slows the pace of passage.
Yet the spirit that set sail in the first place had slowly
Come to Ulysses’ realization.
The chartered mission never had the intention to be known
For battles won or by the size and number of beasts conquered
Or by the bounty of worldly treasure owned.
The fortune of the adventure to date
Was that the desire for possessions
Never completely possessed him.

“So far so good”

    - JF Sobecki
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My Back Pages – B. Dylan
 


Half-wracked prejudice leaped forth,"rip down all hate,"I screamed
Lies that life is black and white spoke from my skull, I dreamed
Romantic facts of musketeers foundation deep, somehow
Ah, I was so much older than I'm younger than that now.
 - My Back Pages, B. Dylan

Old Friends/Bookends


Can you imagine us
Years from today
Sharing a park bench quietly?
How terribly strange
To be seventy

- Old Friends/Bookends  , P. Simon


EVERYTHING IS WAITING FOR YOU

Your great mistake is to act the drama
as if you were alone. As if life
were a progressive and cunning crime
with no witness to the tiny hidden
transgressions. To feel abandoned is to deny
the intimacy of your surroundings. Surely,
even you, at times, have felt the grand array;
the swelling presence, and the chorus, crowding
out your solo voice You must note
the way the soap dish enables you,
or the window latch grants you freedom.
Alertness is the hidden discipline of familiarity.
The stairs are your mentor of things
to come, the doors have always been there
to frighten you and invite you,
and the tiny speaker in the phone
is your dream-ladder to divinity.
Put down the weight of your aloneness and ease into
the conversation. The kettle is singing
even as it pours you a drink, the cooking pots
have left their arrogant aloofness and
seen the good in you at last. All the birds
and creatures of the world are unutterably
themselves. Everything is waiting for you.
  -- David Whyte
  ©2003 Many Rivers Press


I Worried

I worried a lot.  Will the garden grow, will the rivers
flow in the right direction, will the earth turn
as it was taught, and if not how shall
I correct it?

Was I right, was I wrong, will I be forgiven,
can I do better?

Will I ever be able to sing, even the sparrows
can do it and I am, well,
hopeless.

Is my eyesight fading or am I just imagining it,
am I going to get rheumatism,
lockjaw, dementia?

Finally I saw that worrying had come to nothing.
And gave it up.  And took my old body
and went out into the morning,
and sang.

   - Mary Oliver




Oftentimes there are those who can articulate through poems and songs precisely what has been rumbling on within ( Please watch all four parts)

George Harrison’s Last Interview p 1
 

George Harrison’s Last Interview p 2
 

George Harrison’s Last Interview p 3


George Harrison’s Last Interview p 4





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Monday, January 1, 2018

Resolver



                          






“You have no right to tie yourself in knots because you want to know the outcome of what you are doing. Don’t, no, no. Let it go. Let it go into history. Let it go into Christ. Let it go into generations. Let it go into the children. Play it and pray it well…. as (Dorothy) Day taught we may never see the good outcome of the good we do - that we must do it anyway".
 - D. Berrigan SJ



Sitting on the starting line of another year
There were a couple of basic questions yet unresolved.
Journal and pen in hand the questions flowed to fill the virgin spaces between the lines.

Do we really believe that B.F. Skinner is the primary
student of the divine who disclosed
the secret to serenity and the purpose of life itself?

Is the intention of faith, religious practice and good works
All part of some insurance policy concerning the afterlife?

Do we believe that serving the poor refugee, the poorest of the poor and the sick are part of some social experiment that if we get it right we win two tickets to paradise?

Are we to love another and our children only if they love us in return or do we wait until they love us first before we return the love?

Is making ourselves great really a result of isolation and self-centeredness?

If the divine insisted on consistency and subscription to only one path to grace then why is all existence in the universe so diverse?

The questions suddenly ceased. Then silence  …. A long pause and the words on the pages evaporated. The mystic voices of Berrigan, Day and the poets whispered sweetly as he let it all go.

Simple isn’t it?


Keep it Simple - V. Morrison



Tomorrow Never Knows – Beatles
 



Soul of a Man – B. Cockburn


                                                
                                  Practical Reasons to Welcome Poetry into our lives
                                                                  ( Click link)


Where Many Rivers Meet

All the water below me came from above
All the clouds living in the mountains
gave it to the rivers
who gave it to the sea, which was their dying.

And so I float on cloud become water,
central sea surrounded by white mountains,
the water salt, once fresh,
cloud fall and stream rush, tree root and tide bank
leading to the rivers' mouths
and the mouths of the rivers sing into the sea,
the stories buried in the mountains
give out into the sea
and the sea remembers
and sings back
from the depths
where nothing is forgotten.
David Whyte 2004


The Buddha’s Last Instruction
“Make of yourself a light”
said the Buddha,
before he died.
I think of this every morning
as the east begins
to tear off its many clouds
of darkness, to send up the first
signal—a white fan
streaked with pink and violet,
even green.
An old man, he lay down
between two sala trees,
and he might have said anything,
knowing it was his final hour.
The light burns upward,
it thickens and settles over the fields.
Around him, the villagers gathered
and stretched forward to listen.
Even before the sun itself
hangs, disattached, in the blue air,
I am touched everywhere
by its ocean of yellow waves.
No doubt he thought of everything
that had happened in his difficult life.
And then I feel the sun itself
as it blazes over the hills,
like a million flowers on fire—
clearly I’m not needed,
yet I feel myself turning
into something of inexplicable value.
Slowly, beneath the branches,
he raised his head.
He looked into the faces of that frightened crowd.

    - Mary Oliver


Wild geese

You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
For a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting-
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.

       - Mary Oliver





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“One day I will find the right words and they will be simple”
        - Jack Kerouac

“The only truth is music”
       - Jack Kerouac













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