Saturday, October 31, 2020

The Dream of One Fine Day




"But the effect of her being those around her was incalculably diffusive: for the growing of the world is partly dependent on unhistoric act; and that things are not so ill with you and me as they might have been, is half owing to the number who lived faithfully, a hidden life , and rest in unlisted tombs."

                      - George Eliot -  last quote in the film "The Hidden Life" by Terrence Malick

 " If God gives us free will we are responsible for what we do and what we fail to do, aren't we?"

                                                                - F. Jagerstatter


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Trick Or Treat : The Dream of One Fine Day


And there the pilgrim was again

On the road to nowhere

It seemed like a place he had been

At least 71 times before.

Or was it 72 , 25 or a dream loop?

He was growing tired of keeping count.

Mitchell's carousel of time

Was picking up speed.

Well, something was going faster.

The virus had hit the fan

And yet the so called deniers 

Were keeping the grave count low

As if to say "hope is found by avoiding the truth."

They asked "What are the Wokes smoking?"

Were they all ignorant of the global caste system

And that no one sentient being is worth more or

More privileged than another?

The demons of the seasonal exercise of elections

Had reared their ugly heads again

Promulgating myths and false promises

Forcing the lost sheep to choose one side or the other

While multiple paths remain unexplored.

The Good Shepherd watched disheartened

From the bleachers.

A tattered banner hanging by a thread read,

"Vote for the wrong candidate and all hope is gone!"

Yet, on this feast of the All Hallows,

The Eve of All Saints and the 

Eve of the Eve of All souls

It was either "Trick or Treat."

This prodigal pilgrim's mask frayed and tattered

He sacramentally opened a favorite

Consecrated chocolate bar anticipating the 

Magnificent sweetness of redemption and blessedness.

As he prepared himself for this communion -

Eyes closed and bowed head solemnly 

A small piece of paper

Mystically slide out from the candy's wrapper.

( on it a revelatory message)


"When we look in the eyes of our children

and hopefully that day when we do the same with our grandchildren

do each of them know the depth and substance of our unconditional love?

Do they realize we do not expect anything in return?

There is no expectation for adoration for our desire for their continued well being, peace and love.

Truth in love is given freely and completely.

It is the way with our spouse , dearest friends and the way of the universe.

Do we stop loving others when the night falls upon them

or the unexpected storms sweep across our world as we experience it ?

The teacher once suggested that "When another's peace and happiness is your

peace and happiness- that is love."

And added for good measure "When we desire peace and love for those who do

not know peace and love - that too is love."

Remember desire is a term longing for what the heaven's bring - 

"de sidere" "de sire"( of the father )

[A strong impulse for something deep inside you to flourish.] 

Love is everywhere all times isn't it?

Desire love and know when you feel alone you are loved,

When hope seems a fantasy ...you are loved.

If you ever feel undeserved know you are loved and always will be.


One Fine day you will know "


Somehow the chocolate bar tasted sweeter and it everything was perfect for this moment .


   - JF Sobecki

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Note: If you do not see the song YouTube click the link.

One Fine Day - D. Byrne

https://youtu.be/JvlT5fBIi4U


Show them the Way - Stevie Nicks


Making Do - Lake Street Dive

https://youtu.be/bs4dR4YjGPg

After The Goldrush -Harris, Rondstadt and Parton

https://youtu.be/o2XcBL6kWn8

Robin or Wren - J. Tweedy

https://youtu.be/UmETdNhQgU0

One more from David Byrne
On the Road to Nowhere- D. Byrne





Jerry Jeff Walker who influenced me finding my own voice
Passed recently....my way of saying "Thank you." Rest In Peace

Night Riders Lament - ( still pertinent)- Jerry Jeff Walker

https://youtu.be/f7xw1Q7hwco

Mr Bojangles - Jerry Jeff

https://youtu.be/mDoeUz8vExY



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Thursday, October 1, 2020

A Reflection on Now Experiment -10/1/20 0230

                                        

       

     (an experiment in being mindful and preset)

"Time passes quickly. The past cannot be clung to , the future cannot be foreseen. We must do good in the present moment and not concern ourselves with useless things." - M. Ricci


"Presence has no measurable product except positive feelings, feelings of support , intimacy, and happiness. When we stop being busy and productive switch to just being still and aware, we ourselves will also feel support, intimacy, and happiness, even if no one else is around."
- Jan Chozen Bays, "The Gift of Waiting"

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A Reflection on Now - 10/1/20 0230

While mindlessly wandering and
Meditating wayward falling leaves
That recurring whisper became clear,
"The greatest gift
On can give another is our time."
Some say the jester called out 
"If the now is called 'the present'
Why can't we ever keep it?"
And that balding revolutionary read aloud
""What good ca I do today?"
Companions of the soldier saint
Suggest an examen everyday.
Their words keep "flowing like rain from a paper cup*"
(And the hits keep comimg)
Songs of the Troubadours seeking answers
Carrying by that wandering wind and
Elijah proclaiming it comes from
the lost cave of God.
Simon's sacred angels seek believers.
'It is the journey
That matters ,right?"
As the mysteries of centuries is revealed
Each road a river and each river a road
Lead thirsting pilgrims
To that sacred sea 
With each breath and beat of the heart 
"Here and Now...Here and Now" 
- JF Sobecki

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A short playlist for now 
("No image ? Click on link)


Be Here Now - George Harrison




The Circle Game - Tom Rush (J Mitchell)


 

Across The Universe -The Beatles



You Set the scene - Love


"This is time that I am living
And I'll face each day with a smile
For the time that I've been
Given's such a little while
And the things that I do consist
of more than style
And the things I must to
Consist of more than style
(There are places that I am going)
There'll be time for you to start all over.





AMDG


























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(Apologies for the formatting issues)



Monday, August 31, 2020

Words To Admonish the Age 2020: The Sea, Masks, Mirrors of Holiness, Lock Down and Labor Day
























"As if summoned by seagulls , we come back to the beach where we can cast off our shoes and our everyday cares, tell time by the tides and live in the moment. Our search for shells an echo of childhood and the surf's refrain is music remembered"

- unknown



“ I am just a poor boy

Though my tor’s seldom told

I have squandered my resistance

For a pocket full of mumbles, such are promises

All lies and jests

Still a man hears what he wants to hear

Ans disregards the rest”


( * After changes we are more or less the same.)


    - The Boxer , P. Simon






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Words To Admonish the Age 2020: The Sea, Masks, Mirrors of Holiness, Lock Down and Labor Day



1. Waiting , watching , wondering

The beach at dawn - perfection

Gulls stop their flight

Sandpipers cease their sacred scampering

Creation sanctified

Serenity is creation

Red bead peaks over the horizon

Illumination commences

Waves calmly roll to shore

Baptizing witnessing pilgrims

And any creature ready to receive.


2. The dreamer was confused  

Forty winks felt like forty years

Twenty Five million infected 

Debating masks explodes 

Experts consider options

a.Protect others

b.Protect yourself

c.Flatten the Curve

d.Don’t Change/Don’t Do a Thing

“ I have worn masks of all sorts 

For most of my life and most fear to admit

They have done the same.

So why change now?”


3. Attachments and desires

Distract from the essential purpose.

No thing is needed.

The Dalai Llama spoke

Of how he saw the perfect fruit at the market

He admired imagining it’s perfection -

Sweet, soft and delicious

He possessed  the money to purchase the fruit.

Smiling as he passed it by he knew

This fruit was not need 

For him to be happy or experience peace.


4. Contracted wisemen proclaimed we are

How we see ourselves,

Like to be seen and

How others see us.

“ What does it matter?” He recalled

No reward nor approbation desired

Just authentic being precisely

Who we are intended to be.

Locked down or not,

“Love , serve, be compassionate ,selfless

Trust and hope” implored the master to the mystics.


5.  A spokesperson for the divine revealed

“Make your work your prayer

Your prayer your work”

The therapist retorted,

“Unfortunately most humans believe the two most

Important aspects of one’s life are

‘Work and Love’ and in that order.”

“Surfs up - Be careful out there.”

Lifeguards and beach boys chant.

A wiseman mediating the Scallop’s shell,

“The Passage within is this great Camino,

Many paths lead the soul to the center

Of the magnificent universe.”


  • JF Sobecki


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Hope - Wendell Berry 


https://youtu.be/2j_r4jb9AYw


If - Rudyard Kipling 

https://youtu.be/mu46bq8ZZHs


The Road Not Taken - Robert Frost

https://youtu.be/vrBHd41YqTc


Untitled #4 - The Avett Brothers

https://youtu.be/zvHiqQfOYFM


The Boxer - P/. Simon, J. Baez, R. Thompson



 At The Beach - Avett Brothers


https://youtu.be/ZpVmFVzdaq8








Amdg






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Friday, July 31, 2020

A Remembrance: Right Now
















“Remembrance is a form of meeting”


        - Kahil Gibran







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A Remembrance: Right Now

 

Closing his pilgrim eyes in morning remembrance

Twelve years have sped by since

The first visit to the great cathedral of Boston

With the first one.

Torrential rain ceased and the clouds opened

As the boys of summer took the field

To signal greater miracles to come.

Within days the “fab four” sat in Giant land

As they were serenaded with thousands by the boss.

Suddenly it was the Solemnity of the Company’s founder when

Fr. Gerry bestowed the Sacrament of healing

While Obe Wan Fr. Tom whispered “You know this works.”

Next thing you know the wayfaring stranger's chest 

Cracked opened like a lobster

And a limited undated warranty was provided.

The great “last” kiss Impassioned him to redefine a purpose..

The sun continued to rise and set

Little victories came and went like a holy wind.

The two escaped to the sea seeking paradise.


The prognosticators failed to predict

That dream where a game show host 

Would be the  leader of the free world.

(Right from a Jerzy Kosinski novel.)

Who would have thought the fictious films

“Outbreak” and “Contagion” would become reality

While the king slept in his new clothes?

Quarantined on a viral retreat

Hope seemed at times a tired construct, 

Prayer disconnected  from the divine.

“Why worry and why the anger?

Knuckleheads and evil have been around for a long time.”

Twelve years gone by since repair of the broken heart

The end of the line bypassed temporarily ,

Distractions and meanderings fading

Storms abated…

The exasperation fades , clouds evaporate -

A gleam illuminates the truth , the heart sees

 …. serenity and love is everywhere.


   - JF Sobecki


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Wild Geese - Mary Oliver



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lv_4xmh_WtE




Wayfaring Stranger



Love is Everywhere- Wilco


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5G6Apj7Zj20


Victory - Avett Brothers


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=inv_ntQkXgU


Little Victories - JD Souther


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qe4Z8YV99Mw



A now a little uplifting music so TURN IT UP LOUD ! and Stand up!



All These Things I have Done - The Killers


https://youtu.be/o76MfByFNK0


Ok Now for real....TURN IT UP LOUDER AND DANCE!!!

What are you afraid of?


Louder!


Soul Shoes - Graham Parker


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWm8RUD4jOE



Pics from 12 years ago

                                          First Trip To Fenway 2008


The Fab Four at Bruce Concert 2008

Post Surgery "Heart Walk" with Family and Friends 2008





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Wednesday, July 1, 2020

Independence Day 2020 : Wisdom of a Cigar Man





Your children are not your children
They are the sons and daughters of Life’s
Longing for itself
They come through you but not from you.
And though they are with you yet they 
Belong not to you.

     On Children, Kahil Gibran











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Wisdom of The Cigar Man

That Pilgrim couldn’t sleep last night.
Thought dreams and questions swirled faster and faster.
He wasn’t in Kansas anymore.
“What is the point of all this?
How did this all get so corrupted and twisted inside out?
A friend’s father suggested the divine decides
To thin the heard every 20 to 30 years.
Did we ever consider how we may 
Be contributing to these distractions now and those to come?
Sometimes the distractions are much more destructive
Then we could ever dream about.
This is not about you or me.
We are not here for our own benefit and delight are we?
‘Love everyone’ is painted on both church and tenement walls.
The American poet wrote “The happiest man is he who learns from nature the lesson of worship.’
Why do I believe what I believe?
Where is it written that this person or group of people 
Are better than another person or group, or have the right answer ?
One schooled economist analyzed and promulgated how there are
Enough resources on this earth to feed, clothe, shelter
And care for every living being.
A billboard on Dylan’s Highway 61 read ‘Compassion.’
The Yoda settled in his Shaker Mission chair suggested,
 ‘The greatest love you can give your children
Is to love your spouse. Consider the world you are leaving
 to your children and grandchildren.’”

The Pilgrim recalled recently wandering through a deep mysterious fog
Into a Cigar Shop where the owner who once lived in Eastern Europe, lighted him a welcoming cigar , asked him to have a seat
And the Cigar Man began , 

“ I came to America to be free. America is a wonderful place.
Yet , Americans are clueless to all that they have. 
I have experienced how unbridled anger ,
Jealousy and greed leads to violence and war
All because people had different views .
Unfortunately Americans somehow believe all that it can’t happen here.
I thought the American political process would be better than the rest of the world. Whatever happened to coming up with solutions to solve problems rather than spending one’s energy disparaging 
The opponent or their constituents while fueling more anger?
Is the common good of the country not important anymore?
What’s wrong with trying to bring people together?
I wish you all would study more what happened in Eastern Europe and What continues there today.”

Easying into his soft leathered arm chair he concluded , “You know people from all walks of life and opinions gather, smoke cigars and have a little escape from the angst in this smoke shop. It is amazing to be with people who respect each other , talk , laugh and smoke a good cigar.”

Somehow sanctified a smile swept across the pilgrim’s face as he grabbed his lit cigar, waved a grateful farewell saying -
“ I  need to get home .”

  • JF Sobecki



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The Summer Day - Mary Oliver (live)
https://youtu.be/rBPHUE961zI


Where do the children Play - Yusuf/Cat Stevens


Teach Your Children - Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young


America - Simon and Garfunkel

Locked Up - The Avett Brothers


4th Of JulyAsbury Park - Bruce


I Remember Everything - John Price
(The last song he recorded)


Blue Bayou - Linda Rondstadt * 



And if you have not seen this movie
I recommend it without reservation ****

A Hidden Life






Happy and Safe Fourth of July
Remember “Wear (a mask) and Care / Social Distancing saves lives”




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