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Sunday, April 30, 2023

Sanctuary and Sacred Spaces

 


"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience.
We are spiritual beings having a human experience."
- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

        "Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? And not one of them 
will fall to the ground apart from your Father"
- Matt 10:29

"He not busy being born is busy dying"
- Bob Dylan

The Inspiration :

In 2023 from the ending of March to the second week of April 

many of the wayward sentient pilgrims celebrated the holy days of Ramadan , 

Passover , Good Friday and Easter . These mystical consecrated days

included the celebration and onset of mother earth's own resurrection 

season . One particular sign of the oncoming transformation for one pilgrim

was the appearance of a Sparrow's nest with eggs comfortably 

sitting in a wreath on the front door of his home.( pictured above)

As he silently slipped secretly to secure a picture of the sanctified moment 

the mother Sparrow caught the pilgrim's eye staring him down as if

 to say "This is 'sacred space.This is my home" and she took flight

diverting the human away from her nest and chicks waiting to hatch. 

Within three days of that holy event visiting the front door nest the seeker 

dutifully wandered to the local Quaker Meeting House. After a a short 

period of sitting in sinful silence his spirit felt compelled 

to witness about the incident with the Sparrow .

Without notice another spirit filled member of the congregation

spoke softly how her heart was open to the fact that everything everywhere

is a sacred space - a Holy Home. Surprises sometimes spark a rekindling

of that dormant flame within.

The pilgrim was wakened to how amnesia and being tethered 

to the world can be quite distracting from the truth.


The Writing:

Sanctuary and Sacred Spaces

How is it that you fall with clown-like ease from the present

To the next moment , the here and now , 

In the blink on an eye?

These waves you sail, the paths you walk, with

The birds that sing in hallelujah 

 - all trying to proclaim that

The promised land , just might be the hallowed safe harbor

You have been screaming for in the dark of the night.

The proverbial insane sea sickness consumes some

Solo sojourning sailors seeking solace.

Yet, in the distant horizon shines a light 

Becoming brighter and brighter as

Breaths are counted and the cold

Sweat meanders down your weary worn face.

Hands dip deeper into the frayed

Lint filled holed pockets

Grabbing for one last smoke 

While magically a parting shot of sacramental bourbon

Reaches your parched lips.

Your soul wonders why 

You are not holding one

Who loves without demand.

Like the wind blowing in from an unknown source,

It is the nourishing unconditional arrival of April rain that

Quenches those most parched and present 

With that thirst for sanctuary and sacred space;

The ever persistent mystical consolation.

"Now" is resurrected , the exalted awakening

Of the sweetest concord , the great consecration,

In every aspect of creation and experience.


                       - JF Sobecki

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The Poems and Such:

"Poetry is a gateway into intuitive consciousness. It knocks on the doors

 of the heart and the heart opens" - Mirabai Starr


" To see the world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wild flower.'

- Wm. Blake

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Gratitude

- Gary Snyder ( After a Mohawk Prayer)

[Read by a member the same day 

as the witness was made about sacred spaces]


Gratitude to Mother Earth, sailing through night and day

   and to her soil, rich , rare, and sweet

    in our minds so be it


Gratitude plants, the sun-facing light-changing leaf

   the fine root hairs, standing still through wind

   and rain , their dance is in the flowing grain

   in our minds so be it


Gratitude to Air, bearing the Swift and the silent

   Owl at dawn, breath of our song

   clear spirit breeze

   in our minds so be it


Gratitude to Wild Beings, our brothers and sisters

   teaching secrets, freedoms and ways

   self-complete , brave, and aware

   in our minds so be it


Gratitude to Water, clouds, lakes, rivers, glaciers

   holding or releasing, streaming through all

   our bodies salty seas

   in our minds so be it


Gratitude to the Sun, blinding pulsing light through

   trunks of trees, through mists, warming caves where

   bears and snakes sleep -- he who wakes us ---

   in our minds so be it


Gratitude to the Great Sky

   who holds billions of stars--and goes yet beyond that

   beyond all powers and thoughts and yet is within us ---

   Grandfather space

   The Mind is his Wife

   so be it

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Carrying The Songs

for Triona and Maighread Ni Domhnail

"Those in power write the history , those who suffer write the songs. "

(Frank Harte)


It was always those with little else to carry

who carried the songs

to Babylon

to the Mississippi ---

some of these last possessed less than nothing

did not own their own bodies

yet, three centuries later,

deep rhythms from Africa,

store in their hearts, their bones,

carry the world's songs.


For those who left my country,

girls from Downings and the Rosses

who followed herring boats north to Shetland

gutting the sea's silver as they went

or boys from Ranafast and Horn Head

who took the Derry boat,

who slept over a rope in a bothy

songs were their soul's currency

the pure metal of their hearts,


to be exchanged for other gold,

other songs which rang out true and bright

when flung down

upon the deal boards of their days

- Moya Cannon


The Music:

(Musical reflections on the inspiration)

Invisible - Bono and The Edge from U2 with friends
(" I'm more than you know ...my body and my soul...
There is no them - there's only us...")
https://youtu.be/HqqDExc8TF4

Learn to Be Still - The Eagles
(.. There are many contradictions 
In these messages we send
Maybe you've forgotten
Heaven lying at your feet
...learn to be still)
https://youtu.be/qj3H9CJCrY8

Sailing - Christopher Cross
(...Well, it's not far down to paradise
At least not for me
And if the wind is right you can sail away
and find tranquility...)
The Pilgrim's sailboats have been named
Bown Eyed Lady , Muzyka and The Ascent
https://youtu.be/3KG74xOhXHI


Bonus tracks for your listening pleasure if you desire:

Just The Motion - Linda and Richard Thompson
(Oh the motion won't leave you,
won't let you remain don't worry
It's a restless wind and a sleepless rain, don't worry
'Cause under the ocean at the bottom of the sea
You can't hear the storm, it's as peaceful as can be
It's just the motion, it's just the motion.)

The Parting Glass - Glen Hansard ( Trad Irish Folk song)
( Of all the money I have spent in good company...
and to all the comrades I have had...
fill and raise a glass ...good night and joy be with you all.)




amdg


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Saturday, April 30, 2022

Good Luck ? Bad Luck ? Who Knows? : The Letter


One day, a Farmer's horse escaped into the hills. When the farmer’s neighbors sympathized with the old man over his bad luck, the farmer replied, “Bad luck? Good luck? Who knows?”

A week later, the horse returned with a herd of horses from the hills. This time the neighbors congratulated the farmer on his good luck. His reply was “Good luck? Bad luck? Who knows?”

Then when the farmer’s son was attempting to tame one of the wild horses, he fell off its back and broke his leg. Everyone thought this was very bad luck. The farmer’s reaction: “Bad luck? Good luck? Who knows?”

Some weeks later, the army marched into the village and conscripted every able-bodied youth they found there. When they saw the farmer’s son with his broken leg, they let him off.

"Good Luck? Bad Luck? Who knows?

- Ancient Chinese Parable  

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"Dear Whit, (Whit Burnett)

So answer the question you asked me all those years ago.

Yes, I am willing to write for the rest of my life and get nothing in return.

Sincerely yours , J.D. Salinger"


" One Day I will Find the right woods and they will be simple."

   - Jack Kerouac


"How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood to live."

 - HD Thoreau


"I write to discover what I know."

 - Flannery O'Connor


"I am more of a Quaker than anything else. I believe in the 'still, small voice', and that voice is Christ within us."    - Emerson, Ralph Waldo 


Little Egg Harbor Monthly Meeting House ( Quakers )


"You ain't gone far enough to say at least I tried
You ain't worked hard enough to say I've done mine
You ain't run far enough to say my legs have failed
You ain't gone far enough
You ain't worked hard enough
You ain't run far enough to say it ain't gonna get any better."
   - Hey Mama, Nathaniel Raitliff

"Spirits are using me
Larger voices calling"
 - Southern Cross, S. Stills 



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Note from Blogger:

Bored and waiting and waiting and bored in an almost vacant airport terminal. An ancient used bookstore
appears out of nowhere.Sipping a latte, the aisles become some strange maze until this soul is drawn to an aisle of poetry. Lifting assorted volumes whining sounds of unwanted strays whine "Take Me! Take Me!" 
Seeking to conjure genuine compassion for each volume two books jump into the searching hands. "Heap O' Livin" Vol I&II by Edgar A. Guest Published 1916 are saved. One poem within , "Don't Quit" strikes that lost chord. The books purchased and when they find their place on my "To be read" stack a letter in an unaddressed, no stamp envelope slips from the pages. The date on the letter indicates it was written days ago.

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The Letter

April 5, 2022

Seaview , NJ

My Dear Friend Statler,

I know you think I think too much. Well, I was thinking about our exchange the other day.

Tiger Woods  recently struggled through four rounds of competitive golf in four consecutive days walking one of the most hilly arduous courses in the world. It was 400 days since his last official round of golf. Back surgeries , then a life threatening car accident and surgeries attempting to fix broken legs. He didn't do that well playing golf  but his victory was in finishing.

There comes a time when body parts wear us down and we slow down and become more selective in what games we play, how we live and where and when and why we decide to continue to play our our parts in the great play. Oftentimes a better choice is just to be present and be grateful for what we do have and the the run that we have had. Though, someone once observed "Not to decide is to decide."

A confidante once advised as this soul trudged on through that ever-disconcerting maze  that there comes a time when we get to play the back nine ( the finishing holes.) Fatigue and aches , pains and worries can overwhelm and influence how, when and why we may continue or not to play the game. Sometimes it is the good decision just to be present to the now savoring each breath and heart beat of all of creation and this decision is more than sufficient to keep us alive.

There comes a time when some souls become aware that the point of all this  is more than seeking that reward or recognition. Some parts of the play are meant for seasoned professionals and not appropriate for seasoned old people. A former colleague counsels on the necessity and benefits of having a personal mission to achieve while on this journey. Yet, he admits his admiration for "river runners" who let go and allow the river to take them to where they need to be and how.The unseen wind with her mysterious source and the mystical currents often carry these pilgrims as they pray to be mindful and trust in how this is everything, This is it.

While at university back in the day this soul had no plan. Receiving a diploma fueled the separation anxiety. Graduate school seemed a reasonable course of action. There a professor , a student of Blake, guided lost sheep with the ease of a master shepherd. "You can do that. be a teacher", a hidden voice said. Soon this soul then found himself celebrating dead poets.With the blink of an eye teaching turned to counseling the hungry hearts. Escape to another graduate school to get the tools and rules of counseling seemed a good idea at the time. The new university became a cocoon of formation that led to being invited to join the ranks of that academic community. The honorary regalia robed lords of the castle of knowledge  made it known that if they could get rid of those lost sheep they could get more published. The self anointed grand wizards of that ivy covered facade treated the rest as indentured servants. Another secret voice from outside the walls called to secure a role where one could use the skills and tools of teaching and counseling to fill silos without encumbrances. Blue jeans and chalkboards turned into suits and PowerPoints and soon this wandering disciple evolved to an "Obe Wan in Training " a consigliere to E- Suite inhabitants in the business world. "Spirits still using me with larger voices calling."

Perfect storms always arrive without warning. This novitiate soon found himself as captain owner trying to keep the practice from floundering when wind and waves  knocked the the Homeric Galley up and down and all about. She was finally swept away by a riptide. Pieces lay on the shoreline. Depressed and in a way humiliated a mentor called saying," Shit, you really had a good run. Who else do you know who has a cadre of executives around the world on their speed dial?" I was more worried about what my wife would say and how my children would feel. My wife said "OK, let's think about how we can manage this. We can always downsize our lifestyle."

 Do you believe in angels? 

One of those executives on this soul's speed dial reached out calling me,  " What happened to that piss and vinegar that I have come to know and love in you? I guess I have more faith in you than you have in yourself." Just like that he abruptly hung up the phone.

Riding in and out of the funk of feeling like being knocked down by one wave after another wondering where was that light, that hope , that trust and that blessedness I once felt ? Was it all a dream? While meandering a lonely half abandoned shopping mall , a once cathedral of commerce , when suddenly a one of this pilgrim's former college students appeared like Marley's Ghost smiling a joyful grin . Recognizing this wandering soul he reached out his hand and said "Oh Captain, My Captain." I fought back the tears.

Do you remember the line form that old Richard Thompson song?

"There is no rest for the one's God Blest and he blest you most of all."

Good luck, bad luck who knows?

I have returned to meditations on gratitude.

Sorry for the ramble

Pax Tecum

Wally

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( JF Sobecki)



   Don't Quit - E A Gust

https://youtu.be/S-WoZXTFp0w

                                                     
   Old Friends- Simon and Garfunkel

                     https://youtu.be/6YpK-qrGQrg
    
                             
         Song of Myself (last lines) - W. Whitman

                      https://youtu.be/hPLHVQpm1JA

                       Looking for My Life - G.Harrison 
   
                    https://youtu.be/zd0tA3d-xwc

                            
      In My Hour of Darkness- G. Parsons
 
                     https://youtu.be/KzuSeaMy-aU


    King of Bohemia - L. Rondstadt(R. Thompson)

            https://youtu.be/hrUJLRBLrLE
                      
                               
    I Remember Everything - J Prine
 
                https://youtu.be/L21Tc_DtL6M

                               Wheels

                 https://youtu.be/rbB3zv1EC9s



    Coda : 
                                                    
   For The Children - The gift is you
 All Of You - ( from the movie Encanto)
)
               https://youtu.be/hrMxx8EV4JU

                               
                                            
    Still Running - N. Raetliff
         https://youtu.be/T-WT3IE2CRk

                                             

amdg

 








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Thursday, March 31, 2022

Contata

 Bansky

 








"All my life I have lived in a kind of haste

and darkness of desire, ambition, accomplishment.

Now the bird is singing , but not anymore of

this would. And something inside myself is fluttering and leaping, is trying 

to type it down in lumped-up language, in outcry, in patience, in

music, in a snow-white book."

- Mary Oliver



"Hope is the gateway to contemplation, because contemplation is an experience

of divine things and we cannot experience what we do not some way possess."

- Thomas Merton

 


" How can one expect others to pick themselves by their bootstraps

when these others don't even have shoes or boots?"

- B.H.


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Contata


Sweet starlings' pre-dawn cantata:

Soft sanctifying soothing Songs of Songs

Solo chime the holy Divine  metronome 

Perfect time no doubt,

For any ears who hear .

Slow rising mother sun

Illuminates all aspects of creation

Warming wandering weary spirits ,

Searching hearts consoled with the hope.

Hope for compassion,

Hope for true serenity,

Hope for the healing ,

Prayers , unified exhale, making room 

For mercy and redemption

In the pastoral cathedral of paradise .


Words of wisdom waft with in the wind..

No thing is here to be on its own.

Every thing , every one is interconnected.

The consolation of harmony is present as a

Mystical thread holds this patchwork together creating

One magnificent symphony in disguise.

There is not one atom, musical note or aspect of existence

Unaccounted for without holy purpose .


Yet refugees , in murmurations and

Desperate caravans seek safe harbors.

Marginalized immigrants and deportees

Unite with the poorest of the poor

Chanting mantra supplicates for daily bread.

Meanwhile passerine politely peck for food.

Weary hearts lay down 

Hoping for comfort and consolation.

Hoping for that second chance.

Hoping for a helping hand.

Remembering how the great teacher on the mount 

Nourished and nurtured "any and all" who came in hope.


Rivers seem to flow forever,

Currents carrying vessels. pilgrims , flotsam and jetsam 

Without judgement 

to that unchartered sea of mercy.

Navigation dictated by faith,

Hoping for salvation,

Hoping for the perfect love, and

Hoping for the grace.

Seeking the most sacred grail

Letting go led by the Paraclete's hymn.


Players on fields of dreams comprehend

That it is how you play ....

That transforms the blessed game into

The true promised land.

Coaches pontificate "leave it all on the field"-

Living radical compassion ,

Adding  selfless generosity ,

Blended with constant unconditional love 

And kindness with a true genuine response.

Listening , great collaboration 

Hope to let go and be .

Hoping to remember to remember.

Hoping in gratitude with  humility 

Connecting with the chorus of

Authentic blessed voices in song.

    -  JF Sobecki

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Friends Meeting House Little Egg Harbor

                                         


Mindwalk 1990

https://youtu.be/BW9Os6nhCKM


Game Called - Grantland Rice

https://youtu.be/NbN5Q-Na66U

Field of Dreams - Ending
https://youtu.be/lXjz-M_6eN8

Everybody ought to treat a Stranger Right - Ry Cooder
https://youtu.be/CbQ83HM8C_A

Lay Down Your Weary Tune 

Hard TimesCome Again No More - J.Taylor/Yo Yo Ma

Deporte - Joan Baez, Jackson Browne, Emmy Lou Harris
https://youtu.be/CrGxHImg8Gw


amdg


A Contata Coda: Just sing along with the chorus for each song below!

You Got the Love - The Retrosettes Sister Band
https://youtu.be/vANd9o22j5Y


Lean On Me - Bill Withers

Just One Victory - T. Rundgren
https://youtu.be/jitktxIuMOw


















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Friday, December 31, 2021

The Seeker's Way :The Tale of a Dark Horse

 



"Ring out the old

Ring in the new

Ring out the false

Ring in the true"

- G. Harrison



"I think of trees and how simply

they let go, let fall the riches of a season,

how without grief it seems  they can let go 

deep into their roots for renewal..."

   M. Carton


"When we find true love, the trying disappears.

 - S. Skillman


"You're out there. Doing what you would die for

Believing , till there is no turning back."

 -J. Farrar


_________

The Seeker's Way


The teacher posed the observation on the last day

Of the year that it would give birth to a new day

And the hope-filled anticipated new year,

"The beginning started with endings and 

The ending a garden is ready for new beginnings."

Panta rhei (everything flows)

Impermanence is , change is , no thing lasts,

That which is will pass making room for the next.

Inhaling leads to exhaling , acorns feeding  hungry critters

And those fallen nuggets left behind sprouting into trees.


Waking not knowing if what is lived or what is is a dream

All the defenses slowly fade into the morning mist

Clouds slowly burning away by the birthing holy light

Bathing everything in the ocean of love and mercy.

Every encounter , every breath, every thought , query and conviction

The great formation unending - 

Sherpa companions guided him through the maze

Where now new Friends welcome him with opened hearts

Delivering the seeker to the now ,

Another unforeseen portal to pass through on the way.

Baggage unloading ready to receive and listen

To the sacred voice within.


Wind blown chimes seem to sing sweetly Neruda's lament

"I want to feel the gentleness that changed my destiny."

What is next is ambiguous at its best.

Truth always present as a choice and yet some wayward pilgrims

Select contentment with ignorance.

The solitudinal sojourning seeker is living proof of how

Prodigals are loved regardless of their distractions and meanderings..


No benefit of surveyors , maps or navigational tools

No direction , no goal needed except to let go and let

The wind and waves carry willing souls 

To be where they need to be.

Some making this passage awake to the present

Savoring with gratitude for the sanctification.

Late starts , slow progress do not hinder or restrict

Dark horse seekers from being authentic spirits.

It is how one is mindful and bathes in the light

Loving , working for peace and serving those in need

That matters. Isn't it?.


- JF Sobecki

_____________________

Setlist for a New Year


Nee Of Solitude - Mary Chapin Carpenter

https://youtu.be/S3ZMq24XnLk

(In gratitude for my new "Friends")

On The way to Find Out - C. Stevens 

https://youtu.be/Pjd4DYwTgW8

Ripple - Grateful Dead

https://youtu.be/MHo1fNnXFVU

Learn To Be Still - The Eagles

https://youtu.be/qj3H9CJCrY8

No Turning Back - Son Volt

https://youtu.be/JCzgsCBHN7M

Morning Phase - Beck

https://youtu.be/jArhfBVbYL0

Windfall- J. Farrar (Son Volt)


https://youtu.be/f1XrTzVzbJY

Heaven, I go Where True Love Goes - C. Stevens(Yusuf)

https://youtu.be/gpXAlZhCHCA


"Music exists when there is the gift of silence in-between the notes"


AMDG









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