Showing posts with label pandemic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pandemic. Show all posts

Thursday, June 30, 2022

My Camino : Sanctuary of Safe Harbors



"As if summoned by seagulls, we come back to the beach where we can cast off the shoes and our everyday cares tell time by the tides and live in the moment .

Our search for shells an echo of childhood and the surf's refrain is music remembered "

     

     - author unknown





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Sometimes the Sanctuary of Safe Harbors


Sometimes the world's chaotic madness 

Seems to be spinning out of control.

Sometimes  a pilgrimage on one's Camino

Storms of all types and sizes surge within and without.

Sometimes seeking sanctuary of safe harbors 

Is considered an escape , a desire for refuge,

A place for security,

A need for retreat and sanctification.

Verdant spaces, beaches, retreats, houses of prayer -

Holy safe haven places all - simple sacramental space.

Even Lake Wobegonites had their 'Storm Homes'.

The great teacher and other mystics comprehend

The cosmic nature within the universe

And the maginifence of the light

That nourishes and bathes searchers

Desiring solitude,

The consolation and the illumination 

Found in the serenity and the solemnity 

Of everything and everyone.

Sitting in the stillness and silence

Savoring the ascent of the promised perpetual peace.

Another miracle for the grateful, 

The present , and mindful to the wonder - the beauty

Of the mystical truth.


Breathe...


- JF Sobecki (2022)


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Exit Zero



What is that voice, that essence, that power

That calls to wayward wandering sailor pilgrims?

What is the source of their uncontrolled

yearning to travel to that safe harbor ?

What is this place, this home of serenity and solitude,

Where the voice of God becomes the wind itself

That blows the sand and salt air and provides lift for coasting gulls

And puffs the sails of all that venture to the great sea?

What is this place that finds a way to nourish equally all

The spirits who are present ?

What is this place where both the sunrise and sunsets 

Are majestic providing immediate consolation 

to all the hearts who turn to the horizon?

What is this lighthouse that can be seen by any eyes 

Of seafaring spirits who dare to see or

What is this lifeboat always ready for any swimmer who struggles with

The tides that come in and go out ?

What is this place that is free from the hurricanes

And storms regardless  of their source or nature?

How is it that in this place the sound of the surf magically

Soothing souls and the sand on the beach relieves

The burden of wearied travelers?

It is said that essence of joy and hope reside in this place.

Nourishment, revitalization, re-energizing, relief, inspiration,

relaxation  and redemption are just a few of the gifts

of this perpetual retreat that has always been and always will be.

This place of origin and endings, this source of peace

And love…. The alpha and omega.

Nature’s cathedral , sacred space , holy ground….


They call it Exit O….


JF Sobecki  (2012 - previously posted on this blog))


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                                              Storm Home - Lake Wobegon - G. Keilor

                                                         https://youtu.be/13S3peEqcQY

                                                               Santiago - David Whyte
                                                                                  

                                                              https://youtu.be/eYzIayVDN5o

                                                              Finisterre - D. Whyte
                                                                https://youtu.be/u9Lu85L111Y

                                                        These Are Days - V. Morrison
                                                                                   
                                             
                                                              https://youtu.be/_lyve_egY8o

                                                            The Beach - The Avett Brothers
                                                                                  

                                                            https://youtu.be/pKFJ8V5CNJQ

                                                   I Have a Need For Solitude - MC Carpenter
                                                                                     
                                                              https://youtu.be/S3ZMq24XnLk

                                                 Hard Times Come Again No More - J Taylor
                                                                               

                                                          https://youtu.be/uv2AcfmvIuw

                                                    How Can A Poor Man Live - R Cooder
                                                                                   
                                                               https://youtu.be/LI0BtL_6Y50
   




amdg



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Monday, June 1, 2020

The Lost Recipe



Even in our sleep, pain which cannot forget
falls drop by drop upon the heart,
until, in our own despair,
against our will,
comes wisdom
through the awful grace of God.
      
            - Aeschylus



Pre-ramble:

The theme selected as the virus effects indicated flattening and knuckleheads celebrated the premature to normalcy seemed to be clear. Topics might include:
No masks.No social distancing. Demanding the opening ore-pandemic status quo activities and enterprises. Some suggested that their prayers were nullified since the holy places of “official worship” remained closed. (It was implied that the divine has difficulty listening to the silence of hearts and  our own receptors are defective outside sacred ground.)

Then the cold rain began to dissipate, and  the sun made a late but dramatic appearance fulfilling fading winter hopes and dreams. Citizens flooded streets, parks and any corners they could find. The prospect that the quiet prayers were answered was ignored for the most part. No gratitude as the crowds moved on. The scientists shouted from the roof tops “Be Careful! Stay Home! Wear masks! There will a spike and a second wave!” Closed minds and some ignorance prevailed as crowds bumped each other coughing on beaches , rivers, parks and bars. “If you are worried then you stay home’ they sang. Now doctors and health officials calculate new cases.

It all seemed like a good theme with supporting topics for a narrative but reality came crashing like a knee on a poor man’s neck and the world changed again.


The lost recipe:
Know Peace. Know Justice.

Fueling the burning embers of late night street fights 
Working on continually slowly ignorantly
building up pascals until the point where something 
Is bound to blow the lid off everything.
Rosa’s ride a simple beginning,
Ghosts of the Tulsa war and Mississippi burning ,
memories of the march from Selma to Montgomery
And Martin’s dream seem to have been swept aside.
41 shots and the so-called inadvertent continuance of the perpetual “bad mistakes’ of killing first 
and second guessing later became the status quo.
Then the knee on the neck.
The world watched over and over how 
A black man took his last breath as his hopes, dreams
And fears were squeezed out of him slowly for 8 minutes and 46 seconds.
Take outraged citizens black, white and all colors
add a slight touch of professional firebrands from all sides of the political spectrums -  
A touch of Antifa, a sprinkle of Boogaloo boys
And mix with BLMers and Neo-Facisits and voila
- the perfect bomb !
Musk’s Falcon to the stars has become a second thought blocked out by the smoke rising from American city streets below.

Were MLK and RFK myths?
Are the lessons of Gandhi and Dorothy Day
Voices in the wilderness?
The imperfect but accepted Judeo-Christian ethic and "In God We Trust" seem to be blown away with the winds of change. .

The recent echo of someone proclaiming that he has 2,000 rounds and he is “ready for the animals” frightens me more than COVID-19. My prayers , hopes and dreams shift. 

               - JF Sobecki

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Martin Luther King Shot - Robert Kennedy
( a man , a time and place when wisdom and grace mattered)


American Skin - B. Springsteen

Peace - Subdudes


Change Myself- Todd Rundgren

The Word - The Beatles


Song For Sam Cooke - Dion

What’s Goin On? - Marvin Gaye

We Can Work it Out - The Beatles

The Public - The Movie Trailer - as must see
now streaming on TV


The Holy Longing
poem by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe


Tell a wise person, or else keep silent,
because the mass man will mock it right away.
I praise what is truly alive,
what longs to be burned to death.

In the calm water of the love-nights,
where you were begotten, where you have begotten,
a strange feeling comes over you,
when you see the silent candle burning.

Now you are no longer caught in the obsession with darkness,
and a desire for higher love-making sweeps you upward.

Distance does not make you falter.
Now, arriving in magic, flying,
and finally, insane for the light,
you are the butterfly and you are gone.
And so long as you haven't experienced this: to die and so to grow,
you are only a troubled guest on the dark earth.

Translated from the German by Robert Bly


The Sermon:

So the priest seemed to repeating the same ole sermon week after week and the congregation elected a representative to speak with the priest about the repetition each Sunday. They met and the priest was cordial in his reception. Well, weeks went by and and the sermon hadn’t changed. So, the representative went back to the priest about the problem sermon. This time the priest was surprised and he asked the representative to kindly repeat the message of the sermon. So the representative gave it a shot “It’s about loving your neighbor as yourself ; serving the sick and the poor; being selfless and kind and patient; respecting nature and seeing the divine in all things, creatures and people.” The priest was surprised and said ,“Wow, that’s really good.” The representative said “Well, the rest of the congregation would respond the same.”
The Priest then shook his said and said “ That’s surprising ,by the way they act during the week and the theme of their confessions I didn’t think they were listening.”

The lesson:

An American Tune - P Simon





Amdg














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Thursday, April 30, 2020

The April Fool's Blues


“I. The Burial of the Dead

April is the cruelest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain….”
   - The Wasteland , T.S. Eliot




I came for inspiration
I came looking for grace
And found my reflection
In every passing face

           - Jackson Browne


As the rain and the snow
    come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
    without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish
    so that it yields seed
for the sower and bread for the eater 
so is my word 
that goes out from my mouth:
    It will not return to me empty
but will accomplish what I desire
    and achieve the purpose
         - Is 55:10-11


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The April Fool’s Blues

Knocked down, locked down
Splendidly isolated, the row desolated
Retreated, self-defeated
Solitude , nourishing  gratitude
Humbled, mumbled and rumbled
Clouds hiding sun , no more fun
Raining, pouring, old men snoring
Rivers flowing, no more flowers growing
Voices blaming , fingers pointing
Faded passion, waning compassion
Hear the weeping , eternal sleeping
They’re counting cases , faceless faces
Churches emptied, Souls in need
Finding grace, in a stranger’s face
Songs sung solo, no where to go
More time in bed, prayers being said and said
Social with distance, gone in an instant
Children lost in wondering, parents shuddering
Politicians stuttering , experts muttering
Worried about the lack, everything that dies comes back
No fields of dreams , athletes losing track of schemes
Graduates stranded, employment demanded
First responders , first line servers falling
Ghosts television watching, book reading
Couch napping, puzzle assembling
Music making , more napping
Empty street walking, meal eating
Heads humbly bowing
Face timing, phone calling
Connections being made, trying not to be afraid
Always wearing a mask, this too will pass
Look a lotus flower grows in the mud
…And the morning bird’s healing song can be heard


                                    - JF Sobecki

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Healing Rain

Healing rain is coming down
It's coming nearer to this old town.
Rich and poor, weak and strong
It's bringing mercy, it won't be long.

Healing rain is coming down
It's coming closer to the lost and found.
Tears of joy and tears of shame
Are washed forever in Jesus' name.

Healing rain, it comes with fire
So let it fall and take us higher.
Healing rain, I'm not afraid
To be washed in Heaven's rain.

Lift your heads, let us return
To the mercy seat where time began.
And in your eyes I see the pain.
Come soak this dry heart with healing rain.
And only you, the Son of Man
Can take a leper and let him stand.
So lift your hands, they can be held
By someone greater, the Great I Am.

Healing rain, it comes with fire
So let it fall and take us higher.
Healing rain, I'm not afraid
To be washed in Heaven's rain.
To be washed in Heaven's rain.
Healing rain is falling down,
Healing rain is falling down,
I'm not afraid.
I'm not afraid.


“Sweet April showers
Do spring May flowers”
    - 1157, by Thomas Tusser.


Video Poems: ( since it is the last day of National Poetry Month)


Not Spring - Elizabeth Metzger



Obit Caretakers - Victoria Chang

https://youtu.be/DUtL9X3n-UU



Your End of April and Hope for May Playlist


Land of Hopes and Dreams - B and P Springsteen


April Showers - Frank Sinatra (* for my morristown friend)


A Little Soon To Say - J. Browne

Splendid Isolation - W. Zevon

A Need for Solitude - MC Carpenter

Ghost in a Ghost Town - Rolling Stones
https://youtu.be/LNNPNweSbp8

How Can a Poor Man Stand Such Times and Live - R. Cooder

Hard Times come again No More - J. Taylor w Yo Yo Ma


Tears Of Healing Rain -  Mark Simos, Lissa Shneckenburger, Aoife O'Donovan, Keith Murphy , and Ari Friedman on cello


Shelter Me From The Storm - Bob Dylan


Human Touch - J. Browne & Leslie Mendelson


Windfall- Son Volt


Live Forever - Drew Holcombe




Amdg





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