Showing posts with label truth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label truth. Show all posts

Saturday, May 1, 2021

May Day! Walk to the Daylight!

Picture - Javier Robles

"A tree gives glory to God by being a tree. For in being   what God means it to be it is obeying. It "consents," so to speak, to creative love. It is expressing an idea which is in God and which is not distinct from the essence of God, and    therefore a tree imitates God by being a tree."

        - Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation 



The Big Bang

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May Day! Walk to the Daylight!


On the first morning of May the wondering continued -

Someone said a Big Bang started it all.

What caused that bang or made those millions of parts

Blown to pieces scattering across the heavens ro give birth

To planets, stars, and on and on?

Imagine the universe a blank canvas with Jackson Pollock

As the divine creative force splattering colors

And leaving the result to interpretation?

Imagine believing that rolling multiple dice at once

Would lead to some mysterious unpredictable magical jackpot

Of magnificent complex creations interconnecting

With other accidental conceptions beyond simple imaginations.

Calling Mother Nature - "Can we start all over again?"

Who dared to make rivers and mountains borderlines?

Did  the origins of species determine who and what would own how much?

Isn't there a truth woven in-between the lines of the great poems or songs?

Take a look at all the wasted things we thought we've known.

And how little humanity has grown.

Walk into the daylight ,  appreciate spring flowers,

Stopping the counting of minutes and hours.

Sometimes the real existence is being mindful 

To how all is sacred

Leading us to where we need to be.

The oldest living human on earth 

Said her longevity is a direct result

Of giving up worrying years ago while paying attention

To those broken and serving those in need.

Sometimes when hopelessness seems to be winning

Walk to the daylight... It is a choice.

Take off the coat of guesses and defenses

It all may surprise you . Remember how -

Augustine asked from that lonely outpost

"Is anyone out there?"

That ever-present mysterious holy voice responds whispering,

"Yes"

- JF Sobecki

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Jackson Pollock


For What Binds us - Jane Hirschfield



Life is a Walking


and some music....

Some Bridges - Jackson Browne

https://youtu.be/Z6GEXPYrb8U

Morning Glory - Subdudes

https://youtu.be/fHRiH6mlBMQ

California Stars - Wilco

https://youtu.be/Mi9l10pzMeI

Morning - Beck

https://youtu.be/unZkASVfF74


Something to smile

The Meaning of Life - Everyone Loves Raymond

https://youtu.be/FZb4jBE0Gr0




amdg



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Tuesday, October 1, 2019

"Am" is a verb

“Perhaps the best river runners are Taoists at heart. Taoism considers someone wise if they accommodate themselves to the rhythms of the universe.”




Sitting at his morning journal the words flowed from some unknown source through his hand , to the pen and onto the virgin pages:

It seems to me that as a young boy teachers , parents , Priests and all kinds of folks who seemed to pass some marker of progress hiding their own sins and missteps while on their Odysseys felt qualified to ask the same question to young people over and over as if it were some test. I think it was vain attempt at redemption so young people wouldn’t make the same mistakes:

They asked:

So what are you going to be when you grow up?”

As the years seemed to continue carry this travel wearied vessel downstream to some unknown sea the question persisted . So, I started making up answers- 

Truck Driver…Why? They get to travel around the country and get paid for it.

A hobo - See the country by riding the rails and maybe I could get day jobs here and there.

A Priest - As I owed God big time for helping me pass that 8th grade exam I didn’t study for and I prayed and prayed up until the test papers were handed out. The Nuns said God never forgets!

Musician - When I heard Buddy Holly and saw the Kingsmen of Louie Louie  fame I said “this it , I gotta do this” and when the Beatles arrived I was baptized and confirmed all at once to venture down that long and winding road…didn’t get very far though. Distracted as usual .

Maybe a Writer - of some sort…I had started reading stories and poems that interested me and I began a journal , writing in the late hours or just before dawn in a spiral notebook with bits and pieces of just about anything one could write about. I never did share those writings with anyone nor did I tell anyone out of fear that someone might find out the truth about who I really was and why,

Counselor or teacher - you know a ‘Catcher in the Rye’ where I could live out my fantasy of being just like the character in  Holden Caufield's dream. 

….( Actually a grand plan was never developed . The plan evolved into to having no plan. The goal was refined to have no goal. Well, in truth any and all plans and goals shifted like the wind. Besides Lennon seemed to write directly to me  that ‘life is what happens while you’re busy making other plans.” )….

Then there was brief consideration about becoming an Athlete - Sounded good but I lacked the physical talent  yet I did have a youth baseball coach who encouraged me constantly and much to my surprise I was selected for the league’s all-star team. I was having too much fun to realize that I had developed some skills and was performing above average. That coach used to say ‘just be yourself , have fun besides you will only be remembered by how you played the game.

As the summer ended we went our separate ways  and coach gave me a crumpled up piece of paper with a poem. I thought ‘ poem?”

It read..

Game Called.( G. Rice)

Across the field of play
the dusk has come, the hour is late.
The fight is done and lost or won,
the player files out through the gate.
The tumult dies, the cheer is hushed,
the stands are bare, the park is still.
But through the night there shines the light,
home beyond the silent hill.

Game Called.
Where in the golden light
the bugle rolled the reveille.
The shadows creep where night falls deep,
and taps has called the end of play.
The game is done, the score is in,
the final cheer and jeer have passed.
But in the night, beyond the fight,
the player finds his rest at last.

Game Called.
Upon the field of life
the darkness gathers far and wide,
the dream is done, the score is spun
that stands forever in the guide.
Nor victory, nor yet defeat
is chalked against the players name.
But down the roll, the final scroll,
shows only how he played the game.


Sometimes the best lessons about being who we are meant to be and life come from those secret mystical unexpected places that echo and caress the truth. 


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This is That - B. Wilson

Life/Purpose and such - G.Harrison Last Interview



“What’s truly of value in life? what gives our lives meaning? We weren't born to cause trouble or harm. To be of value, we must develop basic good human qualities warmth, kindness, compassion. Then our life will become  happier and more meaningful.”
                               - Dalai Llama




“A tree gives glory to God by being a tree. For in being what God means it to be it is obeying [God]. It “consents,” so to speak, to [God's] creative love. It is expressing an idea which is in God and which is not distinct from the essence of God, and therefore a tree imitates God by being a tr
 - T. Merton





Final Scene - “Kundun”- M. Scorsese 
https://youtu.be/WB5Buz0MvZM


The Goal - L. Cohen


I Can’t leave my house
Or answer the phone
I'm going down again
But I'm not alone

Settling at last
Accounts of the soul
This for the trash
That paid in full

As for the fall, it
Began long ago
Can't stop the rain
Can't stop the snow

I sit in my chair
I look at the street
The neighbor returns
My smile of defeat

I move with the leaves I shine 
with the chrome
I'm almost alive
I'm almost at home

But please do not follow
I've nothing to teach
except that goal
falls short of the reach

( thanks to member of the band for pointing this poem out in a collection gathering dust on the shelf)

Autumn Poem - Mary Oliver

In the last jovial, clear-sky days of autumn
the mockingbird
in his monk-gray coat
and his arrowy wings
flies
from the hedge to the top of the pine
and begins to sing — but it's neither loose, nor lilting, nor lovely — 
it's more like whistles and truck brakes and dry hinges.
All birds are birds of heaven
but this one, especially, adores the earth so well
he would imitate, for half the day and on into the
evening, 
its ticks and wheezings,
and so I have to wait a long time
for the soft, true voice
of his own glossy life
to come through,
and of course I do.
I don't know what it is that makes him, finally, look
inward 
to the sweet spring of himself, that mirror of heaven,
but when it happens —
when he lifts his head
and the feathers of his throat tremble, 
and he begins, like Saint Francis,
little flutterings and leapings from the pine's forelock,
resettling his strong feet each time among the branches,
I am recalled, 
from so many wrong paths I can't count them,
simply to stand, and listen.
All my life I have lived in a kind of haste and darkness
of desire, ambition, accomplishment. 
Now the bird is singing, but not anymore of this world.
And something inside myself is fluttering and leaping, is
trying 
to type it down, in lumped-up language,
in outcry, in patience, in music, in a snow-white book.




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Monday, April 1, 2019

A Scent of Paradise





“All Children are born artists.The problem is to remain an artist as we grow up.”
   - Pablo Picasso



“If all the insects were to disappear from earth, within 50 years all life on earth would end. If all human beings disappeared from the earth, within 50 years all other forms of life would flourish.”
   - Jonas Salk

"The Element: How Finding Your Passion Means Everything"
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“I think it is ok to think about what you want to do …until it’s time to start doing what you were meant to do.”
   - The Rookie (Movie)
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A Scent of Paradise

Birds of Edith sing of no regrets or desires
Sun rises, sun sets
Winds without known origin blow
Carrying tired pilgrim sailors who dare to be-
Odysseys unbound.
The great manipulative pedagogy sucks and
Spits out bots to support the needs of the one percent
A few unfit or unprepared are squashed;
Some shake free and head out for Robert’s Road.
The seed of that magnanimous source
Wisely conceived diversified Promethean spirits 
With gifts to be discovered and flourish.
Even the great teacher knew where treasures lie
And that teacher was tortured , humiliated and put to death.
And the expectation persists that energy for freedom
And creativity should end at puberty.
Standing on the shoreline
The essence of the divine incense of salted air,
The silence augmented by sweet soft lapping waves
Onto the ever patient beach
Receive the light and warmth of the risen sun
Emboldens souls who are ready to wake up and
Be precisely who they are intended to be.

—- JF Sobecki
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Don’t Forget April is National Poetry Month













Why Do We Read and Write Poetry?
Dead Poets Society.

O Me! O Life!

Oh me! Oh Life! Of these questions recurring.
Of these trains of the faithless, of
Cities fill’d with the foolish,
Of myself forever reproaching myself,
(for more foolish than I, and who more faithless ?)
Of eye that vainly crave the light , of the objects mean,
Of the struggles renew’d,
Of the poor results of all, of the plodding
And sordid crowds see around me,
Of the empty and useless years of the
rest, with the rest me intertwined, 
The question , O Me! So sad recurring _ 
What good amid these, O me , O life?

Answer.
That you are here — that life exists and identity,
That the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse.

—- Leaves of Grass, W. Whitman
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A fun visit might be to check out this web site were average everyday people and a celebrity or two read their favorite poems.


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The Cloths of Heaven

Had The heaven’s embroidered cloths,
Enrought with golden and silver light;
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
I would spread the cloths
Of Night and half-light;
I would spread the cloths under your feet;
But, I being poor , have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.
  • W. B. Yeats
For the Anniversary of My Death

Every year without knowing it I have
Passed the day
When the fires will wave to me
And the silence will set out
Like the beam of a lightless star

Then I will no longer
Find myself in life as in a strange garment
Surprised at the earth
And the love of one woman
And the shamelessness of men
As today writing after three days of rain
Hearing the wren sing and the falling
cease
And bowing not knowing to what

— W. S. Merwin (d. 3/15,2019)


R.I.P. W. S. Merwin

I am not sure what to say
I think I know what I feel
Another sacred piece has been untethered
From its earthly home…
Lack and gratitude

   - JF Sobecki

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A few random factoids to reflect on

  • Freud once suggested that the most important aspects of life in the western world are “work” and ‘love” and in that order - he was not being complimentary
  • In the US 27 % of college graduates work in the field of their major
  • 70 % of working Americans are dissatisfied with their work
  • College graduates historically change their careers at least 3 x
  • Only 2% of young Americans follow their dreams in terms of work and the type of life they desire
  • Young people are expected to make life long decisions at age 19 and the choices for the most part are usually college(major), a trade or military service
  • A Majority of heart attacks occur first thing Monday morning
  • The ONLY indicator of longevity of a person’s life is stress and stress is known as the primary indicator for cardio vascular disease and other significant physical maladies
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Follow Your Dreams - J. Messina


Non, Je Ne Regrette - E. Piaf

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Sometimes you need a good a song just because

Boots and Hearts - Tragically Hip


Forty Light Years - K. Osmond



amdg

“One day I will find the right words and they will be simple”
        - Jack Kerouac

“The only truth is music”
       - Jack Kerouac

















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