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Tuesday, October 31, 2023

The Kritajna ( Gratitude) Letter

 

"You sanctify all you are grateful for"

- Anthony DeMello


"Keep your attitude of gratitude and take no

thing for granted "

- Henri Nouwen


                                                                  The Harvest Moon


"If the only prayer you said was 'thank you' , that would be enough ."

    - Meister Eckhart


The Inspiration :


Sometimes just sitting in the still silence savoring the sanctifying serenity

of the morning breaking like the very first dawn the waking spirit

is secretly and slowly baptized.

Suddenly a seed begins to flourish within. 

A request by a new friend fuels that flame of gratitude where 

encounters with earthly angels, saints and places surface 

re- illuminating  the scoundrel pilgrim with gratitude.

The soft spoken voice of a local yogi suggests that this mindfulness

of the power of gratefulness is a holy grace. Ego fades as 

humility is restored as the evidence of 

the divine unconditional love is revealed.

 

 The Speech That Broke The Internet

"Run to the rescue with love and peace will follow"

 https://youtu.be/wHRdQVnR3XA?si=WG0hFwF5zfPCt4ji

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The Writing:

The Kritajna Letter


Dear Friends,

The great basilica of the universe nurtures and nourishes

all aspects of creation . Every thing and every creature

has purpose and that purpose is to celebrate the authenticity

of just being as all is meant to be. Interdependence is purpose.

Who is this that has conjured and created this magnificent 

essence of existence ?

How has the interconnectedness of everything evolved?

We have had no say in how we or anything as come to be.

Some ancient poetic prophet proposed that "there is a purpose

for every-thing under heaven."

Inspired, this imperfect pilgrim initiates 

an unrestricted list of all that has graced him.

This "grateful inventory" summons visions

and soul-filled recollections .

The ever beautiful yellowing orange fired red leaves begin

to drift with the help of the breath of the divine

from their seasonal stations blanketing

the earth below waiting patiently to be re-nourished .

Birds' songs cease as they make way in murmuration

to warmer shelters from the forthcoming coldness.

Streams flow, oceans wave , stars pave the way for 

seeking sailors. No thing exists for its own self.

The sentient beings, souls with bodies, seem to intersect,

creating  a majestic mystical mandala,

an intricate billion piece jig saw puzzle. 

An enlightened one once wrote that within the great expanse

of the universe that lines running from millions

of points to seemingly other unrelated points intersect

not by accident but by some greater hand.

A holy one explains that it is the divine DNA  that

resides and connects at different times

and occasions within the aggregate of the universe.


Like a flower bursting through the autumn ground

a question quietly blossoms,

"How does all in the universe experience my gratitude , my humility?"


- JF Sobecki

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The Poems and Such:

"Poetry is a gateway into intuitive consciousness. It knocks on the doors

 of the heart and the heart opens" 

 - Mirabai Starr

"Poetry is an Act of Peace . Peace goes into the making of a poet

as flour goes into the making of bread."

- Pablo Neruda



Gratitude - Mary Oliver

What did you notice?

The dew-snail;
the low-flying sparrow;
the bat, on the wind, in the dark;
big-chested geese, in the V of sleekest performance;
the soft toad, patient in the hot sand;
the sweet-hungry ants;
the uproar of mice in the empty house;
the tin music of the cricket’s body;
the blouse of the goldenrod.

What did you hear?

The thrush greeting the morning;
the little bluebirds in their hot box;
the salty talk of the wren,
then the deep cup of the hour of silence.

When did you admire?

The oaks, letting down their dark and hairy fruit;
the carrot, rising in its elongated waist;
the onion, sheet after sheet, curved inward to the pale green wand;
at the end of summer the brassy dust, the almost liquid beauty of the flowers;
then the ferns, scrawned black by the frost.

What astonished you?

The swallows making their dip and turn over the water.

What would you like to see again?

My dog: her energy and exuberance, her willingness,
her language beyond all nimbleness of tongue,
her recklessness, her loyalty, her sweetness,
her strong legs, her curled black lip, her snap.

What was most tender?

Queen Anne’s lace, with its parsnip root;
the everlasting in its bonnets of wool;
the kinks and turns of the tupelo’s body;
the tall, blank banks of sand;
the clam, clamped down.

What was most wonderful?

The sea, and its wide shoulders;
the sea and its triangles;
the sea lying back on its long athlete’s spine.

What did you think was happening?

The green beast of the hummingbird;
the eye of the pond;
the wet face of the lily;
the bright, puckered knee of the broken oak;
the red tulip of the fox’s mouth;
the up-swing, the down-pour, the frayed sleeve of the first snow—

so the gods shake us from our sleep.

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"Think about how many times I have fallen

Spirits are using me

Larger voices calling

What Have brought you and me

Cannot be forgotten."

- Southern Cross , V=Crosby Stills and Nash

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The Music:

(Musical reflections on the inspiration)

Memory Lane - Van Morrison

 

https://youtu.be/gRbsj2HooGw?si=S4xmvRm42Oi0PBhl

Kind and Generous - N. Merchant



40 - U2
https://youtu.be/5ba4RqOY0Ck?si=v0DX-3-nCQ0czC9q


Some Musical Pieces/Videos for Meditation For Readers:

Right now - this moment ...'what/who are you grateful for?"

One of these Days - N. Young




CODA: Something more to consider

Gratitude - David Whyte











































"One day I will find the right words , and they will be simple."
- Jack Kerouac

"The most important thing is not why we write but how we write.
Write dangerously , Beckett.." 
- James Joyce ( From the new biopic on S. Beckett " Dance First.")

AMDG

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Tuesday, May 31, 2022

Twenty Six Million Two Hundred and Eighty Thousand Minutes. (6/16/1972)

 





"The Love you take is equal to the love you make."

 - The End  , Lennon and McCartney





                                                     

                                                                     June 16 , 1972

                                        


         



                                              





" Life is what happens when you're busy making plans"
   - John Lennon

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Twenty six million two hundred and eighty thousand minutes.


As they sat at the hotel right across the street from the Watergate in Washington, DC
Little did the know the significance of that evening 50 years ago, 
It was Bloomsday and they should have not been surprised
As on their first night thieves broke into the Democratic Party Headquarters.
The prospect of thieves at their door would be
An on and off again perpetual threat.
No matter one's dreams or plans life follows it's own course.
Scientists conclude even with the falling of dominoes seeming aligned perfectly
The pieces may just not fall the way one anticipates.
They should have known this as five years earlier
A greater hand brought their hungry hearts to the same place at the same time.
Introduced by an unexpected friend their eyes met
The conversation began and continues to this moment.
"Every thing has a purpose under heaven."
"Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous"
Isn't the journey one big series of accidents and coincidences?
They set sail hoping for the best. They didn't realize the work they would need .
Through the fair weather and storms they slowly learned
The gift of being -  mindful and letting go .
Their Obe Wan advised "Love one another as they are
And not how we want them to be," adding ,
" The greatest way that you can teach your children love
Is to love each other,"
As they were blessed with two children
Who would grow to be two loving mothers in their own right.
The officiant at the wedding ceremonies of their daughters
Reminded all gathered that life itself is a sacrament...
One of trust and faith each other and  in the future.
Another wayward passenger volunteered to the first one
That the purpose of existence is not accumulation of worldly possessions,
It is living in relationships , living in authenticity , 
Peace , selflessness, compassion and trust.

As their Camino reaches the Finisterre their passage together is remembered
and they are humbled and gifted with blank pages yet to be filled .

 - JF Sobecki

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                                                       Soneto De La Noche - Pablo Neruda


                                                         https://youtu.be/K3nYUQH2pWU

                                           When I die I want your hands on my eyes:

I want the light and the wheat of your beloved hands
to pass their freshness over me one more time
to feel the smoothness that changed my destiny.

I want you to live while I wait for you, asleep,
I want for your ears to go on hearing the wind,
for you to smell the sea that we loved together
and for you to go on walking the sand where we walked.

I want for what I love to go on living
and as for you I loved you and sang you above everything,
for that, go on flowering, flowery one,

so that you reach all that my love orders for you,
so that my shadow passes through your hair,
so that they know by this the reason for my song.

Translation by Nicholas Luridness


                                                The Wedding Song - Peter Paul and Mary
                                                            https://youtu.be/xxxsTYHvWa4

                                                          She Chose Me - R. Newman
                                                         https://youtu.be/vW76Sw925rI

                                           Until I Gain Control Again - JF Sobecki (R. Crowell)           

The Island - P. Brady
                                                       https://youtu.be/CD4eS2Xb6Ls




If I Should Fall Behind - JF Sobecki (B. Springsteen)




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Thursday, March 31, 2022

Contata

 Bansky

 








"All my life I have lived in a kind of haste

and darkness of desire, ambition, accomplishment.

Now the bird is singing , but not anymore of

this would. And something inside myself is fluttering and leaping, is trying 

to type it down in lumped-up language, in outcry, in patience, in

music, in a snow-white book."

- Mary Oliver



"Hope is the gateway to contemplation, because contemplation is an experience

of divine things and we cannot experience what we do not some way possess."

- Thomas Merton

 


" How can one expect others to pick themselves by their bootstraps

when these others don't even have shoes or boots?"

- B.H.


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Contata


Sweet starlings' pre-dawn cantata:

Soft sanctifying soothing Songs of Songs

Solo chime the holy Divine  metronome 

Perfect time no doubt,

For any ears who hear .

Slow rising mother sun

Illuminates all aspects of creation

Warming wandering weary spirits ,

Searching hearts consoled with the hope.

Hope for compassion,

Hope for true serenity,

Hope for the healing ,

Prayers , unified exhale, making room 

For mercy and redemption

In the pastoral cathedral of paradise .


Words of wisdom waft with in the wind..

No thing is here to be on its own.

Every thing , every one is interconnected.

The consolation of harmony is present as a

Mystical thread holds this patchwork together creating

One magnificent symphony in disguise.

There is not one atom, musical note or aspect of existence

Unaccounted for without holy purpose .


Yet refugees , in murmurations and

Desperate caravans seek safe harbors.

Marginalized immigrants and deportees

Unite with the poorest of the poor

Chanting mantra supplicates for daily bread.

Meanwhile passerine politely peck for food.

Weary hearts lay down 

Hoping for comfort and consolation.

Hoping for that second chance.

Hoping for a helping hand.

Remembering how the great teacher on the mount 

Nourished and nurtured "any and all" who came in hope.


Rivers seem to flow forever,

Currents carrying vessels. pilgrims , flotsam and jetsam 

Without judgement 

to that unchartered sea of mercy.

Navigation dictated by faith,

Hoping for salvation,

Hoping for the perfect love, and

Hoping for the grace.

Seeking the most sacred grail

Letting go led by the Paraclete's hymn.


Players on fields of dreams comprehend

That it is how you play ....

That transforms the blessed game into

The true promised land.

Coaches pontificate "leave it all on the field"-

Living radical compassion ,

Adding  selfless generosity ,

Blended with constant unconditional love 

And kindness with a true genuine response.

Listening , great collaboration 

Hope to let go and be .

Hoping to remember to remember.

Hoping in gratitude with  humility 

Connecting with the chorus of

Authentic blessed voices in song.

    -  JF Sobecki

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Friends Meeting House Little Egg Harbor

                                         


Mindwalk 1990

https://youtu.be/BW9Os6nhCKM


Game Called - Grantland Rice

https://youtu.be/NbN5Q-Na66U

Field of Dreams - Ending
https://youtu.be/lXjz-M_6eN8

Everybody ought to treat a Stranger Right - Ry Cooder
https://youtu.be/CbQ83HM8C_A

Lay Down Your Weary Tune 

Hard TimesCome Again No More - J.Taylor/Yo Yo Ma

Deporte - Joan Baez, Jackson Browne, Emmy Lou Harris
https://youtu.be/CrGxHImg8Gw


amdg


A Contata Coda: Just sing along with the chorus for each song below!

You Got the Love - The Retrosettes Sister Band
https://youtu.be/vANd9o22j5Y


Lean On Me - Bill Withers

Just One Victory - T. Rundgren
https://youtu.be/jitktxIuMOw


















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Tuesday, March 30, 2021

Spring Murmurations of The Heart




         




 "The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, 

and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love 

only the reflection\n of ourselves we find in them."

       - Thomas Merton

                                   

                                                 Ok one more time...














Did I mention I gave up worrying for Lent?


....................

                                                                




Spring Murmuration of the Heart


The Cape's Bird Man outlined

The chapters of his forthcoming book,

Of how trench warfare of words and attitudes

Grows deeper and more adverse

Between the right and left 

Leaving the marginalized drowning in the wake.

Yet , he observes how birds come and go faster than people

And how they don't act worried.

Even the the Great Teacher observed how sparrows and other 

Winged messengers don't seem overly concerned 

As somehow they know they are loved.

They say it is instinct for starlings to fly in murmurations ,

Communal constructing of complex spectacles 

Swirling in seemingly aimless wild group flight.

Their secret mission is their common welfare, their communal preservation,

Their collective love and mutual selflessness in unison.

Iconoclastic stragglers and prodigals become vulnerable

To hungry hawks and those mischaracterized predatory eagles.

Other feathered paracletes mimic the starlings .

Who did it first is not of concern nor competition.

Meanwhile sentient beings have possibly devolved to be more lost by being locked down

And  continue less concerned about who really inherited the earth or the wind.

Starlings and most likely most of the divine's creatures may not worry about

Or miss the absence and demise of humans . Many of the Homo Sapiens really

Don't seem to care much about the common good....

Hiding in their own nests, filling them up with this or that.

Or maybe, just maybe these two legged creations forgot their own murmuration

Or maybe they just don't love themselves or each other 

As much as they say they do or

As much as the poets and mystics speculate.


    - JF Sobecki

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What the World Need Now - Jackie DeShannon 

This song is still quite relevant

https://youtu.be/YUaxVQPohlU

Give me Love - G. Harrison

https://youtu.be/s-KAvPbO8JY

What's So Funny About Peace, Love and Understanding - N. Lowe

https://youtu.be/Oy3LpV0THB0

Change Myself - T. Rundgren

https://youtu.be/dCU4P5EQNFs

We Can Work it Out - The Beatles

https://youtu.be/IgRrWPdzkao

Quote from "The Princess Bride" - Mandy Patinkin

https://youtu.be/s_t3uDVPiRc





                                                            Family Promise - LINK below


                                                         https://familypromise.org

                                                Habitat for Humanity - Link below

                                                          https://www.habitat.org



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"The Love you take is equal to the love you make"

 - Lennon and McCartney




Sunday, February 28, 2021

Flow Like a River


 "You don't push a river it flows by itself."

             - Chinese Proverb



"Become the river."

  - Fritz Perls


"Perhaps the best river runners are Taoists at heart. Taoism considers someone wise

if they accommodate  themselves to the rhythms of the universe."

 - C. Norment

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Where Many Rivers Meet


All the water below me came from above

All the clouds living in the mountains

gave it to the rivers,

who gave it to the sea, which was their dying.

And so I float on cloud become water,

central sea surrounded by white mountains,

the water salt, once fresh,

cloud fall and stream rush , tree roots and tide bank

leading to the rivers' mouths

and the mouths of the rivers sing into the sea

the stories buried in the mountains

give out into the sea

and the sea remembers

and sings back

from the depths

where nothing is forgotten.

- David Whyte

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River


The river is my savior

She's running to the sea

And to reach her destination

is to simply cease to be

And running 'til you're nothing

Sounds a lot like being free

So "ll lay myself inside her

And I'll let her carry me.


- River  J. Isbell

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Canto Paradiso 2021 : "Flow like a River"


Perchance things work out the way they are supposed to in the end

Maybe if Dante's ghost knew this he could cease his twilight meandering.

Maybe he was never attentive to the rain 

Or admired the rivers as closely as he should.

Paradise is not across some finish-line

Where numbered runners gather aimlessly standing.

Desert fathers may have been the first to see

Eden is ever-present in the water.

Some say that the Divine was in the water first,

(Before any other thing was)

Her flow, her nourishment, her life giving force,

Her home to creatures who first made her their home,

Her sanctifying baptismal blessing, her welcome to

Pilgrims who bathe or swim in her

Or just witness her majesty from the shoreline.

Without her runners would never run.

Without her sacramental sustenance no thing is.

Without her Ulysses would never have inspired our own pilgrimage.

She knows her own purpose and abides without doubt

Sentient beings lose sight of her holiness

Taking her for granted while trying to control her,

There are pilgrims though who seem to  have been born 

With heart tattoos , reading 

"You don't push a river, it flows by itself. "

They are possibly the illuminated seekers 

Aware that one is always precisely where one needs to be,

Their trust , their faith in the hidden hands,

They fall freely into the generous waters of a eternal life.


Troubadours sing solemnly about the water,

Poets alliterate words of searching souls seeking salvation,

Persistent right minded teachers reach out

To any drowning student of Blake .

"Let go, let go"  greek choruses are heard imploring.

"The purpose of a river is to flow

Emptying herself into a majestic ocean of  mercy."

The old pre-Homeric myths promulgated

Truer stories as true that can ever be told.

Whispering wind voice wistfully whips through the trees

Sanctifying all she touches, saying for ears who chose to hear

"Rivers flow and the sea she waits.

Become the river, let the gift of the bliss carry you."


    - JF Sobecki

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Crossing Otter Creek


August sun warms the eddy

Swirling lonely lost feather

Drifting up and downstream

Shadows of hay bales

Guarding muddied banks

on Old Trinity Farm

Faithfully silently waiting

A final harvest 

Before the snow

Hand in hand

the two wade

Stone to random stone

one breath

One beat of a heart

separating the now

from home.

- JF Sobecki (1990)

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River Songs


Let It Flow - D. Mason

https://youtu.be/illeTgLbowg

River - Jason Isbell

https://youtu.be/p5bathZEbNU

The Ballad of Easy Rider - The Byrds

https://youtu.be/gKQ0F37LhpM

Take Me to the River - A. Green

https://youtu.be/vGD8aQ2GKr0

Deep River Blues - T. Emmanuel

https://youtu.be/5GE6NeWlFHg


 Bliss and Flow


Bliss - Joseph Campbell

https://youtu.be/s28rwnz18j4


Flow TedTalk - M. Csiksczentmihalyi

https://youtu.be/I_u-Eh3h7Mo


Allen McQuarrie R.I.P.

The First River Runner Who taught me

to "flow"











Lawrence Ferlinghetti R.I.P. 

Thank you for giving us your words which are your rivers 









AMDG









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"We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry 

because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with 

passion. And medicine , law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and

necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for."

      - Dead Poets Society






Saturday, January 30, 2021

The Ballad of The Wolf Moon 2021: ( A Post Covid 19 Reflection)


The Wolf Moon 2021










"I heave myself out of the darkness , slowly painfully. And there I am , and there he is."

       - Jean Rhys


"Goodnight room

Goodnight moon

Goodnight cow jumping over the moon."

- Margaret Wise Brown


"...Now the moon is almost hidden, the stars are beginning to hide

The fortune telling lady has taken all her things inside

All except for Cain and Abel and the Hunchback of Notre Dame

Everybody is making love or else expecting rain

And the Good Samaritan , he's dressing, he's getting ready for the show

He's going to the carnival tonight on Desolation Row."

 - Desolation Row, Bob Dylan

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The Ballad of The Wolf Moon 2021


 It was the first day of the new year

The pilgrim cowboy's lament sounded familiar

A wayfaring stranger's voice in the wilderness

Everything was supposed to be alright

But the changes continued the devastation

The truth it was told

It was bold, going home

No thing really ever lasts


That dreaded contagion deflated the two on their passage

Energy zapped and drained last dreams of deceiving hope

And the feared but expected news had come...

The immortal king was dead

In their quarantine left to their own devices

An isolation even they could not share

Where to go from here?

What is past is past, now is now, and that's that


The rough riders ready on call

The sacred dome under siege

The brown eyed girl and the pilgrim stared at the screen aghast in shock

That which was once forever might be left behind


The sister and the daughters,

Nightingales in deep disguise,

Bert and Ernie and that solo companion too

All on the road to a distant town called Emmaus

Lifelines cast in love

"You can't save another 

If you can't save yourself"

The mystic junkman of the backstreet singing, singing


The lost angelic choir's voices faded

Saying goodnight to the moon

No time for grandchildren playing 

The innocence of discovery lockdown

Their world has been cheated

Do they know what's been denied?

Does it really matter?

Do they care?


The only sound that can be heard

As the last string snaps as it is wound too tight

Is Cinderella and the pilgrim holding onto the sweet sound

Of that grace of what they once had found


Now there's a point to every story

This is what was Homer once wrote

Every life is a soul searching journey

With a secret divine treasure that might be discovered

Some lose faith on the way , Some just get lost in love

First responders watch for raging fires

The truth burning ever present

Where the eternal spark remains


Each decision has repercussions

The hobo soapbox preacher proposed

Not to decide is to decide

Redemption sometimes comes to to those who wait

Is profound eloquence poetry?

The billboard read "writing is knowing"

What do we know as we aimlessly dance along

On the yellow brick road to a  place called Disneyland?


Detectives probe with constant queries ...

Why one life lives a lifetime or why another is cut too short ?

The answers lie in the sacrament of connectedness

So goodnight moon

Until as the morning is again broken and the race returns.

 - JF Sobecki

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Morning Has Broken - Cat Stevens

https://youtu.be/3Rifby1tVE8


Wayfairing Stranger - 1917

https://youtu.be/fp7mdSMNQB0

Desolation Row - Bob Dylan

https://youtu.be/jJxtX8M4UVU


Right Back Where we started from - Maxine Nightingale

https://youtu.be/1gbFfLeHNA4


Don't Dream It's Over - Crowded House

https://youtu.be/FTj92GpQABQ


One - H. Nilsson

https://youtu.be/haT8g7oKnns


You Make Me feel So Good

https://youtu.be/ZlnV21PU31s


New York City Serenade - B. Springsteen

https://youtu.be/8EooiBaW1BA


Enjoy Yourself - L. Prima

https://youtu.be/kisr3daNRx0


Midnight Sky - Trailer

https://youtu.be/lwaYSBEiEzs


                                                                 Anton Oliver ( w Otis)




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