Tuesday, August 1, 2023

Paradox and The Metanoia

 "There are no unsacred places, there are only 

sacred places and desecrated places."

- Wendell Berry


"Each day is a holy day"

- Quaker Tradition


All of creation is sanctified as the light resides in 

the Divine DNA in all things and creatures.

- Adapted Richard Rohr, OFM


The Inspiration :

* Spoiler Alert - 

In a scene from the recent movie "Oppenheimer" General Leslie Groves 

asks Oppenheimer, who was instrumental in the development of 

the first atomic bomb, what were the chances when testing

the first atomic bomb that the bomb would destroy planet earth. 

Oppenheimer responds "Almost zero." The general

retorts "Can't we make that 'zero ' ? 

Oppenheimer could not assure that possibility.

Under the code name "Trinity" (an interesting choice)

the world's first nuclear explosion was tested July 16, 1945.

Everything was suddenly changed forever.

Trinity - Los Alamos, New Mexico
July 16, 1945
                              










* Summer of 2008

The seeker was told he needed a CABG (Coronary Arterial Bypass 

Graft  -  Double Heart By-pass surgery .) He asked

the surgeon how many patients had the surgeon performed this surgery on 

and how many were lost during the surgery . The surgeon said about 1,000 heart 

surgeries and maybe lost one on the table. The seeker asked ,"So are you overdue for another

loss ?" And just like that the seeker darted without hesitation to the local retreat house 

where at the 1130 service and the complete congregation blessed him with 

the sacrament of healing. On his exit Obe Wan Tom grabbed the seeker's 

arm pulling the pilgrim down t hear the 

whispering message , "You know I heard that this really works."

Everything was suddenly changed forever.

Open Heart Surgery - CABG











" No thing stays the same."

- Zen Saying


"To Everything turn, turn, turn

There is a season turn , turn, turn

and a time to every purpose under heaven"

- Turn, Turn, Turn, P. Seeger (adapted Ecclesiates  3: 1- 8 )


"At the day of Judgment , we shall not be asked what

we have read , but what we have done. 

(How we lived , loved and served)"

- Thomas A'Kempis


"If you are not sowing seeds of love, then what's the point?"


The Writing:

 Paradox and The Metanoia 

Pilgrims ride that train to the ineffable hopeful holiness

Believing that their possessions and 

Holding a golden ticket should suffice.

That one seeker damaged his heart by

Grasping for the brass ring one too many times.

Paralyzed  , he was lowered through the roof 

By the trusted consecrated companions

To be in the presence of the great teacher 

Who gifted him complete mercy without enmity.

Filled with doubt the seeker pondered ,

"Was it the healing or the redemption that was

The great miracle? Does it matter?"

Recollections of Homer's trope of spiritual quest

Fueled further fundamental rumination,

"Did Ulysses know that killing the cyclops

That he and his companions would be trapped

In a darkest of dark caves for eternity?"

A roll of the dice,


As the seeker's chest was cracked open like a lobster

A most magnificent metanoia manifests itself.

The sanctifying spark slowly rekindled 

The seeds of compassion and generosity 

Waiting to be sowed .

- JF Sobecki

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The Poems and Such:

"Poetry is a gateway into intuitive consciousness. It knocks on the doors

 of the heart and the heart opens" 

 - Mirabai Starr


" To see the world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wild flower.'

- Wm. Blake


Evidence

Truly , we live with mysteries too marvelous

to be understood.


How grass can be nourishing in the 

mouths of the lambs.

How rivers and stones are forever

in allegiance with gravity

while we ourselves dream of rising.

How two hands touch and the bonds will 

never be broken.

How people come , from delight or the' scars of damage,

to the comfort of a poem.


Let me keep my distance , always ,from those 

who think they have the answers.


Let me keep compan , always ,with those who

say

"Look!" and laugh in astonishment, and bow their heads.

- Mary Oliver


One Art


The art of losing isn't hard to master;

so many things seemed filled with the intent

to be lost that their losses no disaster.


Lose something every day .Accept the fluster

of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.

The art of losing isn't hard to master.


Then practice losing farther, losing faster:

places, and names , and wherein was you meant

to travel. None of these will bring disaster.


I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or

next-to-last , of three loved houses went.

The art of losing isn't hard to master.


I lost two cities, lovely ones, And , vaster, 

some realms I owned , two rivers, a continent.

I miss them , but it wasn't a disaster.


..... Even losing you ( the joking voice, a gesture 

I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident

the art of losing's not to hard to master

though it may look like ( Write it!) disaster.

- Elizabeth Bishop

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The Music:

(Musical reflections on the inspiration)

Sowing The Seeds of Love - Tears for Fears
https://youtu.be/anUsv9ZtxVk

After The Gold Rush - Harris,Parton and Ronstadt ( N. Young)



Head Full Of Doubt Road Full of Promise - Avett Brothers
https://youtu.be/JjwlDNwJRpE

Coda: For your listening pleasure if you desire:

The following selection of music's filming the room during a recent yoga session 
Coincidentally, it was the 15th anniversary
of the pilgrim's "healing" at the retreat house and four days
prior to the 15th anniversary of having his fractured heart healed.

Consider listening to this piece as you reflect on the query below.

 


A Simple Query For Readers:

( What you think of this new category?)

Obi-Wan Lou once guided the seeker saying that the spiritual journey is
is a personal one and non-denominational. The seeker reflected how
one can take the boy out of the church but you can't take the "church"
out of the boy.

A topic suggested contemplation: It may be that event ,  person , time or place that
changed everything for you and how it became a blessing instead of a disaster .

or ...



"One day I will find the right words , and they will be simple."
- Jack Kerouac


AMDG


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